2009
11.27

In the wild lands of the northern Americas, between seven rock-grizzled cliffs and four withered forests, all covered over by spinnings of acrid steam leaking between realms, a pit lies in the land.

Those humans who heard the name call it the Pit of the Seven Knives. But it has another, older name. The insects called it Kl`kknnn. As we often ascribe meaning to things in order to elevate our own importance, one could translate this word as “Between.”

Have you thought of insects? The buzzing hordes whose members cause revulsion merely by appearing? No, you simply killed them. Crushed them underfoot, as callous as a brutish giant. Wiped their bodies away and forgot them.

They remember. Though their minds are small, they are made as groups. Tiny sparks animate their thoughts, flowing through the world to reach one another. Kill one, ten thousand feel the loss. Slaughter a hive and earn the enmity of millions more. The insects of this world had only the notion of survival upon which to count. These deaths over centuries became a collective pain so great that their ephemeral cores shuddered.

They had only one final recourse. The Inevitable could be called. When the Seventh Knife fell, crashing deep into the realm-plunged Pit, they could at last have their long-waited revenge.

One moon-shining night the first insects arrived. Darting moths and gnats, dancing in clouds around the trees standing a hundred feet back from the Pit (lest they too become swallowed and torn into the next dimension below). Over the next four days the crawling, wriggling swarms came. Entire plagues migrated from all Earth-corners within a thousand miles. Countless millions from the thinnest worm to the mightiest arachnids. They flooded the sky, dark clouds in blotted waves. And the land, blankets of twitching and mottled color. All surrounding the angry stone gape named the Pit of the Seven Knives, drowning the air for a hundred miles in torrential throat-cries.

And there they fought.

Spiders bit scorpions, who stung their killers. Flies collided with one another and dropped in grotesque fusion. Entire colonies of ants made war with other populations before turning on themselves. Thousands of feet stepping through yellow slime to spill more. Venom melting into soft bodies. Millions of tiny metallic screams. It was the most numerous, most savage war Earth has ever known.

In each insect there was both rage and regret. They killed until they died, their core of survival mutated into one of murder. And yet none bore ill will toward one another; none wished for the death of yet more brethren. They only knew it was all necessary.

The bodies collected. Piled upon the slick stone surrounding the Pit, staining it a glittering black-green with ichors and torn carapaces. The mystic spider called Meln’k, the size of a man’s head, she who knew the first song-line of the Wild Tribes and wrote the garbled riddle-secret, lasted the longest. Her fangs oozed with brethren-blood, which she stabbed over and over into beetles and locusts. Until two legs stuck fast in the entrails of a scorpion called Hkort, and a hail of wasps stung her down.

Generations died. Laying down to join the land-crust.

For this was how they must summon and become their god. Only he, only the one whose name was buzzed at windows and lamps for millennia could make the roar that would call to their giant otherworldly cousins. Only he could sound the Inevitable Call.

In hours it was over. The Insect War ended as the last gnat fell. The barren patch around Kl`kknnn returned to harrowing silence, now drenched in the corpses of Earth’s insects. A day they rested, juices congealing, clenched limbs relaxing. Their painful sacrifice, their last defiance against the giants called Man.

Then within the carpet, something shuddered. And twisted together. And heaved. The winds stilled, then retreated from the spectacle.

Exoskeletons jammed up against one another. Like misshapen blocks they built up something larger. Something a thousand thousand times larger than any of their dead members. Something huge, and heavy, an emblem of their long-suffered rage.

Until at last in the red-swathed twilight, the long-dead insect god Knk’k-lusz splayed its cobbled legs upon the landscape once more. Taller than the tallest man, its body constantly grinding against itself, the fleetingness of insect life given titan shape. At every step carcasses sloughed off its chitinous body, shells clattering like the soft parts did in life, a hollow chorus. More were slurped up from the dense collection baked upon the gray stone as it dragged toward the rim of Kl`kknnn.

Knk’k-lusz came to the rim of the moss-dampened gorge of Kl`kknnn. Its mind roiled, hot with fury over the collected memories of its fallen worshippers. It was them all, and the more. For its task was clear. A god formed of its people served both its purpose and theirs.

It was at last time.

And so all the dogs, the birds and the humans within a thousand miles heard the roar that night. Heard the grotesque howl of the Inevitable Called. Felt it in the ground-rattlings, saw it in the tree-limbs’ panicked vibrations. A tearing of the skies, viscous shatterings. Bird flocks flew any direction that led them away. Children ran to their parents’ beds.

Deep in the Pit of the Seven Knives, the passage to Lu’kk-Enoth the martyred insects called Kl`kknnn, the creatures of the other realm heard the insect god.

He had made the call. It was time.

2009
11.19

“Island, Tower, Pit, and Gate,
Passage barred by locks of time,
Gaia’s Mate, made of many,
The builders of the Proto-Gods.”

Charming, is it not? To think it was composed by a spider.

Nevertheless, a spider who walked the whole of the El’Shem’Kri Tower.

This is the first part of her great riddle. Written in webs strung from the Pit Kl`kknnn. They preach the truth she discovered in four verses. You will read the other three in due course.

On your amusingly-named “Black Friday” I shall post a story involving Meln’k.
Death is where you will meet her. Her life will be revealed in time.

2009
11.12

“The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, and the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown.”

“We live on a placid island of ignorance in the midst of black seas of infinity, and it was not meant that we should voyage far.”
–H.P. Lovecraft

Ahh, Howard. What is mankind meant to do, if not come to understand its own limits?

And yet they so often refuse to venture out that far.

I often wonder why most humans choose to remain afraid. Yes, I said choose, because you do.

Why else would you leave such places as the black murk of the ocean deep unexplored? The vast wastes of space? The scalding strangeness of other dimensions?

It is my theory that your willful timidity stems from egotism. These are all places where man is stripped to his core. Ideas that pull focus away from the central position man takes in his own make-believe world.

The rawness of real nature is simple. Kill, eat, sleep. So visceral is this nature – so far have you stepped from it – that you bury its echoes down inside.

That is why man fears. There is no true ‘unknown’ to you. There is only what you will not accept. Those places where you are an abandoned child.

It is all perception. A self-delusion planting space between yourself and those things which bedevil your mind.

Concepts that jar others. Cracking the edges of sanity, opening thoughts to the nether-expanse between thought and possibility.

It is in these realms that dwell such things as The Arms That Howl. Fragments of Jurrecz the Shattered God. And the imagined unrealities spawned at the protest of consciousness.

I now remind you of that scraping you heard from the closet.

I remind you of the shape you could not have seen on the drive home.

I remind you of that horrible doll you remember from some half-exhausted vision, its eyes fixed upon you.

Howard P. Lovecraft wrote so eloquently of them.

They can’t be real…can they?

Oh yes. They can.

2009
11.05

A few years ago, one of a group of nameless fools asked me a question following a brief speech I gave concerning the Arms That Howl.

He smirked as he asked the jesting question, “So how do we save ourselves?”

I incinerated him at once. For his disrespect.

And because he asked the wrong question.

It is not a question of “salvation” with the One Realm Coming. This implies a notion that what you are, what humanity now sees itself as, could be preserved through & following such a discordant change.

How do you preserve communication when continents shatter? How do you keep morality when beasts consume your flesh? How could you maintain “civilization” when cities are gone from the Earth?

How any of this, when even Earth is no longer Earth?

No. There will come no salvation. Only mutation will occur. It may be that some humans will survive. But new beings they will become. Something more? Less? Elsewise entirely? Even I could not say.

Though I look forward to seeing it.

I may be the only one who does.