2009
12.18

“Million glass piercings,
For miles, the very land stirs,
Myriapod brothers in hordes,
Is this the dark world?”

The sights from El’Shem’Kri Spire haunted Meln’k. Even a spider can have nightmares.

Meln’k went to the Inevitable Call for peace. For a chance to rid herself of the truth, escaping into the bliss that is blackness between existences.

Unfortunately for her, her tale is not yet over. That day is for me to decide.

Thus far you have seen half of her great riddle. I decreed that when it was solved, she would have her escape. But none have solved it yet…for its solution is not merely one phrase or idea. Four secrets are tangled within its quatrains. Only when all four are unraveled shall the Spider Prophetess know peace.

2009
12.11

Excavated from a home site fourteen years ago in northwestern Pennsylvania was a short diary. No name was found in it. No dates. Only a few mundane entries. And this…

There is a spider in here. It watches me.

I called for Father to make it go away. Without lighting even a single candle, he said there was no spider.

He left me alone.

I keep my diary by my bed. But I’m afraid to leave the bed to get away from the spider. I can see it in the shadows there. Black ugly thing. I want it to leave me alone.

I don’t know how it got in. I didn’t let it in. Somehow it crawled into my room when the window and door were shut. Now it squats there watching. It must have found a way. I can see its many eyes glaring.

Why do they act this way? Am I food to it? Or does it simply hate me?

It came closer.

I looked away for just a second, and it moved closer. I’m sure of it.

It must hate. Those eyes glisten with nothing less. But what hate? What did I do to it–

It moved again. I saw it. If the thing had a tongue I know I’d see it lick those wicked fangs.

What does it wait for?

I should call Father again. He has a gun and a great knife I’m not supposed to know about. He could kill it before it reaches me.

Oh Almighty God it’s so close now. I don’t want to die. It scraped its legs against the floor. I can almost hear it. Or is that coming from outside? Are there more?

Take this foul beast away! Father won’t answer me, he thinks I’m telling stories. I told the spider to go away. I threatened it.

It only creeps closer!

I cannot reach my shoes without taking my eyes off it now. Please God, make it go away. I will never harm a spider again, I didn’t know they could grow as large as dogs, please spare me
those eyes

If you search through local county records in the early 1800s, you’ll find a newspaper article about the body of a young girl discovered in her own side yard. Mutilated so badly they would not describe her condition in the article. Only that she had ‘great holes’ and her face was ‘unrecognizable.’

“Assumed work of a maniac believed to prowl about.” How wrong they were.
I know what that ’spider’ truly was. Do you?

2009
12.04

This is a partial account of the Vinuk Massacre of 1344. You have never heard of this? There is a reason. Read and perhaps you will find it.


December the 14th, 1384

I know I don’t understand what happened. This won’t even make sense. But I have to tell it to you. It won’t leave me unless I tell it.

Forty years ago tonight Vinuk, my old village, was attacked. By what things, I still don’t know. I think I’ve found the answer in the years since then, but there’s no way to be absolutely sure. Even the answer I found seems like a pathetic imitation of what my people experienced in their final moments.

They were wild, shaggy beasts. Something like man, but far larger, possessed of demon-spirits, terrible enough to make old men scream. They came upon us as the night began. Bursting out of the dim edges of the forest. Perhaps they were some evil spirits loosed by our actions. Or maybe just an uncaring world that wanted playthings.

They broke down every door and entered our homes. I can still hear the wood cracking under their gnarled fists, big as a man’s head! The doorframe cracked too as they pushed their ugly bodies inside. I was sitting in my room that night, carving some wood-blocks. I heard the loud crack. And my sister screaming. Then this horrible sound…like someone tearing fruit…

I heard my father yell then, and his sword unsheathe. Part of me wanted to go out and fight whatever attacked us with him. But I could not move. Screaming flooded in all around, freezing my body, as though air were water meant to carry the pain into me.

Then my mother called out something in the old tongue. I think it was, “Bes! Odist Bes!” I heard footsteps, great hulking footsteps that rattled the wood and spoke of nightmare places, and an animal’s cry that shook all the windows. Then I heard it again from somewhere outside. And again. There were many.

By some Providence I was spared the monster’s intrusion. Of the memory, however, I was not spared. Between the window and me was my bed. Hunched while sitting as I was the bed obscured me to the outside. But I saw it walk past. Something more monkey than man, huge and coated with matted yellow fur, with terrible eyes of blood. From it wafted a terrifying air of savagery, a hatred of life, an abandon of anything good or worthwhile.

It didn’t look at me. To this day I’m grateful. For I’m sure whatever insane truths it knew, whatever foul purpose guided it and its brethren…
To see them in its eyes would have left me as broken, as mad-dead as it left the bodies of my family.

–Piotr Yvenshich, aged 48


Piotr was the sole survivor of the Vinuk Massacre. He was found almost a month afterward, having wandered out of the forest into Smolensk. Naked, covered in dirt and caked blood, so addled of mind he could barely speak.

His life in Smolensk was fraught with poverty; he spent almost half of it in asylums. He died shortly after recounting this story to a state authority. This authority is unnamed in the account. At this point, all records die out.

“Bes” is the name of a demon in old Slavic mythology. This is incorrect; the old woman mislabeled their visitor. Though a demon it could be judged, by its actions.

This is only half the story. No one ever found out about the symbols scratched into the rocks a mile north of Vinuk. They never found the blasphemous priestess who painted her body and danced that night. They never saw the remains left when her body exploded to complete the realm-piercing spell.

All of this is still there.

The piercing still yawns open.

2009
12.02

I never met Charles Fort. Having read little of his work, I cannot ascertain whether he was brilliant or insane.
Given this passage I happened upon though, both are distinct possibilities.

“There are pale stenches and gaunt superstitions and mere shadows and lively malices: whims and amiabilities. The naïve and the pedantic and the bizarre and the grotesque and the sincere and the insincere, the profound and the puerile.”
–Charles Fort, The Book of the Damned

He also wrote a quotation which I find skillfully observant.

“If there is a universal mind, must it be sane?”

No, Mr. Fort. There is no such commandment. And even if there was, the universal mind has already defied it.